I take the bar in less than 3 weeks and the stress is really starting to get to me. I keep telling myself that I don't have to memorize everything about every topic that will be on the exam, but it's hard to stay calm. I keep imagining what it would be like to fail the bar after all this hard work. What would I tell people? How would I respond to rude or snarky comments from people who don't like me? Worse yet, how would I respond to people who pitied me? I've been telling people I wanted to be a lawyer since I was a little girl and knowing that one test could ruin my dream is...terrifying.
I knew the best way to reduce my stress would be with exercise so I took Genevieve to the greenway for a 12.34 mile ride. I'm still mildly panicked, but the activity made me feel more like myself. Now if you'll excuse me, I have to go tackle Remedies and Torts. Wish me luck, internet.